keep sharing stories ..

Actually, I'm waiting for sahur time at about 4 something. Now its' 3.43 am and im still here, ... awake . cause if i sleep now, there's 101% chances of not waking up for sahur, people. Like what we (my mom and I) did yesterday. We stayed up late till 1 or 2 in the morning and end up sleeping recklessly :) Typical us!
Never mind, I'll wait . So, today is Aug 25. My parents, my younger sister and I are going to KL the day after today. Aug 26 is the ultimate date that I'm leaving my hometown. Home sweet home, BINTULU. SARAWAK. ! So, Aug 27 is the real adventurous date! So to speak! Hahhh .

But let me start sharing good news instead of being emotional now! :)
There are a lot of great things happened to me this month, fasting month! I called it Baraqah Ramadhan .

1. First, I passed the pre-driving test on last Aug 10!
State of emotion at the time: Nervous, of course! when I arrived at the driving academy at about 7.30am . But then it changed into relief as i passed!

2. I passed the JPJ test! MUAHAAAHAHAHA
My mood: Double triple the Nervous this time. It was on Aug 16 .. The car engine broke down TWICE at the slopping, parkings are all okay! On the road? Okay lahhh. HAHA.
Results : PASSED ! despite a BIT failure at the slopping part :)

3. My US VISA has been approved! YEEHAAAAAAAAAAA
This is the climax of everything's good! You can't imagine how happy I was when the kind, generous interview said, "Your visa is granted!" All the opportunity costs worth it! I got a 10 years visa for this making me more excited than ever. WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO
Date: Aug 18, 2010


4. More money! $$$$$$$$ from JPA
Another durian runtuh! :) The money we claimed for all the universities' application, Canada visa, medical check-up and everything.

5. Shoppingggggggggggggggggg
Awwwwwwwww.. This is exciting. Since I'm in KL at the time after the us visa interview, we went shopping. I bought a black Versace handbag, TODS handbag, jeans, Nike sports shoes, LV hand luggage, a black Crocs . Just nice :) Big time!

6. FINALLY, I got my driving license beybeh!

I've been waiting for it so much all this years and i finally got it now! I'm satisfied :) Nothing could have been better than this .

THANK YOU MOM.
THANK YOU GOD! ALHAMDULILLAH ..

THANKS for all the gifts u've given me ..

Leaving On A Jet Plane - Chantal Kreviazuk

NOW I'm sad, nervous, anxious all at once!

Cause I'm leaving soon! :'( SAD people, SAD !! I don't understand this feeling. I hated it .. always be! Hate to say goodbye to ur loved ones :"(
At first, I was feelingLESS. Now that the time has come to an end, suddenly the sadness came to me! I promised myself not to CRY OR SAD .. I'm not crying, yet. I hope I won't ! :')
There's this one song that making the feeling becoming worse each day! HAHA. Love the song! It's on the previous post! Enjoy ..



















*Still sad*

And so, the outcome has been known.

Last June 18, we had the graduation day! Finally, I'm officially graduating from CPU and no more known as Taylors' student +_+The results were out and I'm grateful i passed it. ALHAMDULILLAH. PRAISE TO GOD. I got what i wanted. Earlier that day, I was very freakingly afraid, nervous to know if I passed the marks. I sat beside Jenna btw. As soon as we know the results as we looked at the brochure, Jenna couldn't stand it and hugged me! She looked almost want to burst into tears, she needed someone to hug! Hahaha. I'm the nearest person so I was the victim of hugging mugging :P

The ceremony went okay. Took some pictures, i received flowers with POOH wearing graduation hat ^_^ sooo cute!

I didn't expect my parents to buy me one because I know we are rushing that day. Right after we arrived at Taylors, i showed my family the right way to MPH; while I have to go and pick up my gown. I'm afraid I might be late or something.

Then, we had a briefing at LT1 with Mr. Hanna and Mr. Suchkov before the ceremony started. At about 10am, we all headed to MPH and took our place. And so it began.........

The truth is..

I have a lot to share. A lot of things happened to me since the graduation day. Most of them are happy and meaningful; some of them are kind of frustrating. But i'll tell you later okay? Just wait. I'll post some pictures too. (Maybe on the next post! if im in the mood).

I had graduation day, KL trip with Mom and sisters, BTN camp, visa thingy experiences to share.

My blog is actually meant for me to share my feelings, it supposed to be like a diary to me. I don't meant to share it with any strangers! I meant to share it with myself actually ( i know it's sound ridiculous but like i said, somewhat like a diary.)

But if anyone just read it, i don't really care to be honest. as long as they don't overreact or become a psycho! then, its fine with me.

However, i think no want will read my posts. except for a few of my girl friends that are soo in love with me. Haha. Some of them found out bout my blog but whatever.

Let's just live in peace, shall we? ;)

So, till we meet again!

Anyiyong! ^-^

dear diary........

I'm currently watching the personal taste movie. it's korean of course! heee. u know me. i'm in love with anything related to korea! hahaaa..

this holiday, i've been watching hell lots of korean movies u know. i'm addicted ^-*

these include:

1. boys over flowers.

*it was awesome, great one! i love the characters. i love ji hoo sunbae in this movie, he's so sweeetttttt. i've always like him from the first episode. seriously. but min ho a.k.a gu jun pyo is not bad as well ;) but still ji hooo...

2. full house.

* i know2. its kind of old season movie but still i love it. super duper funny+sweety pie! it's my second time watching full house actually. LOVE IT. soo much.

3. oh my lady.

*oh god. i just love him. so far, he's still no 1. even ji hoo can't beat him. love love love all that i can say! *wink*

4. personal taste

* lee minho is the lead actor again. he is a very cold guy in this movie but nicey. it's funny!

so, next movies on my list are:

1. winter sonata

* i know, it is a very popular movie back then. i can't believe i've never watched it yet! duhhh. coz at the time, im not really into korean yet.

2. cinderella sisters

* i don't really know what's the story about but guess it worth a try. ahah. someone recommend it. i'll watch it some day.

that's all for now.. im focusing on personal taste now. still at episode 4 part 6.

choww !

hallo. hello. so happy ey!

u know what? i finished the final exam today! Hak8x. Happy woooo! This is the moment that i've been waiting for since i study here. haHa. sorry cpu, sorry taylors! i love you, i love CPU, i love taylors too BUT..

life goes on! don't want to stuck here forever though.

and so, a bit of recap from the first day of exam. the first paper that i had was ENG4U. it was ok lahhhhhh, afraid to tell if i did that WELL. don't want surprise later on! hopefully it's fine and Mr. J would give me the reasonable marks. haha.

sounds like selling things or whatever with the "reasonable"

then, i had this accounting on the same day. 3pm to 5.30pm. location? D17 TO D19 main campus. DUHH. TMI laa.

and and for the first time, let me tell you. i hurt my fingers because too much of writing. well, in the morning almost all of the questions are essays, required a lot of writing this and that. and continued with accounting which also required writing! can you believe that?! skt tgn wooooo. so many parts as well. ok2 lahh, let bygone be bygone! no complaining yea? GREAT.

my last paper was today, mathematics of data management. i hate to think back what i did and what i did not. so no comment. haha. let's just wait and see what i got later k? pray that i got what i want and sooooo CANADA awaits me! :)

Insyallah. AMIN.

Don't you know how great it feels to have gone through the final exam? the real real FINAL one. after this, no more CPU. no more TAYLORS. at the same time, we feel the sadness too! :(

but its ok. till we meet again. if we are meant to be. cewahhhhhh~

WAIT, people. I have hell lot to do after this.

IMPORTANT things to be done such as:

1. watching KOREAN MOVIES. haha. that's the priority, so far ( kidding =_+ )

2. take the passport pictures to make our international passport.

3. then, we can officially make one. hope everything will went smooth with the passport thingy!

4. what else? filling the VISA form. maybe need some help from Miss Iris.

5. photostat this and that document for the visa application.

5. only starting June 18 onwards that we can submit all the required documents such as bank draft, photocopy of I.C, birth certificate, final transcript etc.

6. after all done, i can be relieved a bit since the form is secured with ms iris.

7. then, we'll have to wait for the first email telling we can pick-up the medical form from the HCC now. immediately i can do the medical check-up right after that, i guess.

8. next, blablalallalala. waiting again and again.

9. GO HOME LIAO!

10. continue with my study for getting the driving license one and FOR ALL. i want it to finish ASAP! before i go. INSYALLAH.

that's a lot ay? its alright, its ok. we shall do it slowly. bit by bit. we'll do it together :)

i guess that's all for now! NOW im pretty anxious to know whether i can get good grades or not for OVERALL CPU. if not.................................................. grrrrrrrrr! don't even think bout it.

OHHHHHHHHHHH CANADA !

OH GOD. Somehow i can't move this chicken image down here! just accept it ok people? i tried few times ady. haaaaa.

p/s: and so, i can't wait for the CPU graduation day too! im quite greedy eh ? HAHA. sorry! and i don't know what to wear! im thinking of dress ? :D that's mean let's go SHOP-PINK !!

ok bye!

my part time job.

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bahagia tanpa calculus!

saja mok sak ati org2 yg ambk calculus. wpon cdak x phm bhsa swak. bior laaaaa, da ku kesah? ku mok ckp jwak. yel jak phm kutttt. :D fine2, to be fair. i should speak a language that most of u understand. whatever!

so, for the past few days, i feel like i am free, with less burden on my shoulder. because the semester is almost come to an end. (an excuse actually!) duhhh. why so lazy nowadays? that's why i have time to write on my blog now. :)

when i think about it, why am i so rilexing? calm down, ashaa! so, let's recap why. thinking of the subjects im taking now, there are 3 of them althogether (the-crucial- and-got-final-exam one).

first one, mathematics of data management. we are left with 2 more subtopics for the subject. we've learn till 8.2 so far out of 8.4. So, basically its almost over and im too lazy to read the notes . apatah lagi wanna do the exercises. let's wait till the final exam, then i'll struggle to death! well, if i study now, it's still as early as dawn. pathetic excuses again!) but people, dont follow my step ok? it is encourage for you to study as early as possible! LOL.
then, we have ENG4U. now, we are left with the ISU presentations and that's basically it. it's almost over though. how sad! oohhhhhh Mr J! gonna miss my teachers! my turn is on may 21st, 2010. so, next friday. chiayooooooo! then, he will marks for all the assignments so far, then F.I.N.A.L. E.X.A.M.

lastly, accounting. love it :) love the teacher :) awesome, marvellous year! as for this subject, tinggal ISU too. so far, we are on part 2 of the ISU. then, presentation! hurmm. then, the 5th and last test of the year. then final,people!

so, they just released the final exam timetable today. good news is i'll finished early!! yeayyyyy. since they are 3 subjects, it will take only 2 days (well, as for me).

so, the exam will start on june 4th,friday i'll have 2 papers on this day. like duhh, but its okay LAHHHHHHHH. what to do kan ?

start with ENG4U at 8.30 am till 11 something.
then, accounting at 3.30pm on the same day :P

strunggle for the last time! this is it.
last paper is on monday, june 7th . which is for data. at 1pm.

insyallah i can do this! hope everything went well. i have to do well in final !

OHHHHHHHHH CANADA!!

im coming if and ONLY IF u want ME ! pls accept my LOVE! HAHAHA.

how desperado!
ok, i guess that's all for now. the time shows 23.40.thursday.may 13,2010.

sekian.wassalam.

p/s:skt mata msh terasa akibat terlalu ganas menggunakan shower cream, lalu terkena mata. pedih doh! <----- daaaaaaaa! cara org lepeh ckp tuhhh.

youyouyou!

l0ve him and only HIM :))

every morning, he always went to the first floor and bought coffee. black coffee. he loves it. then, he would read the newspaper, American newspaper :P he's funny, he's cute hahaa. he's a bit shy though :)

then, he would has a special way of throwing his clothes. he's unique. he doesn't like to share his hamper for putting clothes.

he loves to flirk his hair. he would used toaster to put his butter, bread and mixed with coffee during breakfast.

when he got home, he would turn on the radio and listen to jazz. hEe. and he would normally say, "someday".. :) and then, he would say to his friends, "let's exercise!"

he cares for his brothers, he is affectionate, he's sweet, he's serious though and most importantly, he does not wanna share his coke with anyone :))

get to know yourself?

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

This is it . my LAST CHANCE !

Tomorrow, classes are officially starting, meaning welcome to the buzy life of an icpu students! :D For sure, there will be a gazillion of works, assignments, quizzes, tests and presentations this second and last semester. GOD'S willing, I am reaDy! May HIM strengthen my heart so I can face this year's challenges and makes the best out of it !!

This is my last chance to prove that i can do this!! I can get that 80! I don't care what people think, what they do, or whatever related to anyone! Whatever happens, happens.. The only thing I need to do is to have faith in myself and believe i can do it! INSYAALLAH. .

p.s : strive for excellence !! Hak3

not much time left. . .

to have fun for this holiday! this monday i'll be going back to kl . . my holiday is almost over.

holiday is never feel like long enough. it's always short . well. at least, my teacher said so . =D

and i totally agree !

but overall, im still grateful coz we are still given the chance to have a break for a month now. wondering where else could you find such a long break when ur in icpu huh ?

During the holiday, I enjoyed spending my time with my family ; my mom, dad, lovely sisters, cuzzy. pets. gorgeous house . am happy with that :) place like no other when ur family is with you .
nothing else can make me happier other than family by my side . .lalalalaa.

but this monday. i'll have to live my own life independently without them. :( AGAIN. well. that's life. u have to make ur own decision one day. not to depend so much on people. believe in urself u can do it by urself. not to pamper urself so much. practicing to be tougher and stronger each day to face the challenges ahead of you.


LIVES GO ON!!






i CAN DO THIS!!!







FIGHTING !!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hAte tO aDmiT. .

iM siCk !!

this nose is killing me. .




i hate medicine. hospital. and

everything of the same species!


thank you.

finally, it's done!

Yup. What's dOne ? The OUAC -thingy is done! Actually, I've submitted and paid everything last Sunday :D The whole thing costs Canadian Dollar $125 ( $115 for 3 universities + $10 for mailing fees )

Overall, the process was tiring, tedious, confusing, so-many-questions-kind-of- thing . . But thanks a gazillion to the seniors for their help! They are the best! :)

Well. . I've chosen 3 universities for the Ontario's application. I've made my mind, i know what best for me.. I know the consequences and I realized all this stuff. I know my capability! So, the universities i chose are not the one they refer to " the best or the most prestigious-number one rank-kind-of-universities" in Canada. These universities are defined as the universities that required 90++ or 85++ for minimum overall marks average. .


So, just straight to the point yeah ? :P

I've applied for :

---> University of Carleton : Bachelor of Accounting

---> Trent University : Bachelor of Business Administration

---> University of Guelph : Bachelor of Business Administration

I've made my mind not to take calculus for my second semester. I had thought deeply bout this . it took me a few weeks to think over bout this big decision of mine! coz it might change my whole life . . huRmm.

cAll me a fOol or anything you want, im not gonna change my decision!


its FINAL





and thank you!